I don't like the weather, anyway.

[coolerthanthou]

So yeah, I fought. There's no winner, or at least that's how I see it.

Verbal, not physical. But still.

Everyone who've seen my phone's wallpaper would've known, and that was a reminder to myself, but little did I know that I have already been that way ever since all that nonsense starts to pile onto me.

I fight, and don't compromise. Not the slightest bit.

And make myself so miserable each and every single time.

(sigh)

I have so many things right now in my mind, which should be replaced by the preparation for my term tests. I have been really unproductive lately and this is not something nice, to the very least bit.

What if I were to just break down one fine day and let everything go?
Would I feel better then? I never dared to try, because I'm afraid that I wouldn't even have the strength to pick myself up after that. It's like self-destruction with no one else with you.

The thought is scary on its' own. Or at least that's how I see it.

On another note, I kept questioning myself, on how and why do I let myself to such a state where I can't help myself out this time round?
People were right about Karma, shits and everything else related to it.

Life sux and it's time for bed.

K bye.