The silence is deafening.

[coolerthanthou]

T.G.I.F!!!
If today's not Friday, I'm not going to school tomorrow.
I'm all exhausted from all the workshit load that I'm getting everyday, and to think that it's only February - The earlier part of the year. ):

Don't tell me anything about this. I don't want to hear anything.
Because whenever I post things like this, I get comments (in person) and things like "young lady, don't complain too much cus you're not alone.. blahblahblah."

Sometimes, I wished that I can masking-tape their gaps = world peace.

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I really dislike the part of me that makes me think, sometimes.
Sometimes, I really wish that I could just sleep, and not lying on the bed with my eyes closed, and my mind thinking of anything and everything.

&because (for me) thinking reveals nothing but the horrible truth.
By the end of the day, I'ld always find myself asking this question: What have I done to deserve all this that I'm having, right now?!
I don't feel that I'm worthy of anything.

I always write down of the things that I wanna change, on myself, for myself, for the better, and I do keep referring back to it (to remind myself).
But then again, how am I and who am I to tell if I have been successful in the chance that I want to make, or not?

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I really need to stop thinking too much, I think.
Tillagain.