You were here, just yesterday.

[coolerthanthou]

Again and again, I've always told myself not to cry or to feel really upset about it, cus' it's over.
But the feeling just come to me, during dinner today, because he's not there, anymore.

Honestly, I fcking miss him.

Dinners will never be the same again, I swear.

Dont ask. I'll never ever relate this to anyone again, not even you, bestfr.
Cus' I know what you're going to tell me, and I really appreciate it all, cus' you are willing to listen to my rantings each time, telling me to be positive and to stay strong.
I really thank you for all that you've done for me, even texting late into the night and pushing your bedtime later, so that I can feel better, and go to bed feeling much better than before.
&
I don't want to bother you, anymore, with this.

Things will never be the same again.