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coolerthanthouI realised that i've not been missing you, like the way i used to, before.
I always had my hopes held high for you, hoping that you'ld appear, but you never came.
So, i bet you don't know how thrilled i was, went i happened to see you the other day.
Maybe, time really heals all (kind of) pain.
But will it be able to heal this pain; this scar that is like being seared onto my heart?
I swear, i've never been so upset about something in the fifteen years of my life.
All that memories, just starts to flood into my mind, whenever i'm alone, thinking about this whole thing.
Memories, are bittersweet, and they flow. Don't they?!
Just got my 'N'levels Food and Nutrition Question paper from Cambridge- five pieces of A4 in one huge plastic-kind of envelope, really cool stuff. And, that just spells Stress, and nothing else.
Mdm M also clearly states that i've to go for the GCE 'O'levels Chinese Language paper this coming May.
This means more Stress.
I don't think i have any other choices/way out, but to only to do/listen to what R. have told me:
Stay Strong.
Thankyou, R.
Even though i told you that the song doesn't affect me, i still feel the pain inside, as if it's burning inside-when the songs' being played.
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Jellybeans have never been so fun, until today.
Cinnamon+Coffee+Coconut+Licorice= the bombz yo.
Let's all go party with gourmet jellybeans!:)
Back to my research,
Goodnight- I really wish that i would just fall into a deep slumber, never waking up, hoping that all this is just another nightmare, that seemed ever so real.
Tillagain.
I always had my hopes held high for you, hoping that you'ld appear, but you never came.
So, i bet you don't know how thrilled i was, went i happened to see you the other day.
Maybe, time really heals all (kind of) pain.
But will it be able to heal this pain; this scar that is like being seared onto my heart?
I swear, i've never been so upset about something in the fifteen years of my life.
All that memories, just starts to flood into my mind, whenever i'm alone, thinking about this whole thing.
Memories, are bittersweet, and they flow. Don't they?!
Just got my 'N'levels Food and Nutrition Question paper from Cambridge- five pieces of A4 in one huge plastic-kind of envelope, really cool stuff. And, that just spells Stress, and nothing else.
Mdm M also clearly states that i've to go for the GCE 'O'levels Chinese Language paper this coming May.
This means more Stress.
I don't think i have any other choices/way out, but to only to do/listen to what R. have told me:
Stay Strong.
Thankyou, R.
Even though i told you that the song doesn't affect me, i still feel the pain inside, as if it's burning inside-when the songs' being played.
---
Jellybeans have never been so fun, until today.
Cinnamon+Coffee+Coconut+Licorice= the bombz yo.
Let's all go party with gourmet jellybeans!:)
Back to my research,
Goodnight- I really wish that i would just fall into a deep slumber, never waking up, hoping that all this is just another nightmare, that seemed ever so real.
Tillagain.
