Insomnia, and bad news.

[coolerthanthou]

Mumsie the Great somehow woke me up, with those endless phone calls (incoming and outgoing), and all.
She told me that Grampa's condition had worsened, and everything.
Normally i would just go back to sleep after listening to what she has to say, and all, but not this time.
(Yes, mingyang, I got, uhm, like an hour of sleep- at like at 9 this morning! ): )
I couldn't get back to sleep, tears keep coming, and crashing down.

"The docs are suspecting that ______, and if it's really the case, and even if that is the case, he can't go through any surgery, nor chemo."
Ohgod.

Grampa will go through the scannings tmrw, and then the docs will know whether it's confirm or not.
&I doubt that I can smile, anymore.

Haircut, and boy, it really feels so much lighter.
(very random, but yeah.)

GRAMPA, STAY STRONG, ALRIGHTS?!

Love, Cheryl.