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[coolerthanthou]

I think it's starting to become an entry/post starter by me saying that its's been a while, followed by stating that I've just been doing life and is still  breathing well (thankfully) during the lapse of appearance here. HA.

Having a habit of revisiting back on my entries before I start on one have proved itself to be extremely useful, not just for me to pick up on where I've left off but also for me to get my writing mojo back. (lol)
It is also very very very evident that I'm now a very chronic backlogger - not just here but also on Instagram as well.

I mean, my latest post on IG is still from my trip in like end April? (눈_눈)
Of course, please feel free to give me the push to find some time to update here there and everywhere where I have any social presence heh.

Whether I'm meddling with stuffs & tasks for my side hustle, or handling everything in between gaps and seams for my kid (&furkid esp when I'm solo-ing right now), I was just telling a friend earlier today (and a few days back with another friend) that I identify myself as a permanently tired pigeon.

Despite always feeling tired and exhausted, here I am, staying up while the kids (kid + furkid, in case anyone is confewz) are all asleep, trying to clock some precious me-time. (o˘◡˘o)
& the vicious cycle will just repeat itself tomorrow when I have my alarm screaming at me. Sigh.

I also read somewhere that this is pretty common for mothers and the term for it is something along the lines of revenge procrastination as this is the only time we have where we can have every part of ourselves back to well, ourselves, and have no need for our attention to be at ten thousand directions at any second.

And yes, I love it.
I have never enjoyed staying up late so much before, where I slowly deal with the things that I didn't have the time for during the day, or doing other things to prep for the next day, and other miscellaneous things where the peace and serenity of the night accompanies me even though my body is often times screaming for me to rest and relax (with my eyes close hahaha!!).

There are nights where my body is just too tired, took over and I succumbed to not having any me-time for the day. LOL.

It is also extremely nice to have my fingers to be running over the keyboard and just rambling my mind away.
While it hasn't dived deep into the night yet, I shall be looking for some things to be meddling with that are of no priority to do now~

Oh. I really should be prepping to go out in the morning later.

Ah wells. Let's see how things unfold from here. HEHEH.

Thanks for reading my mindless ramblings.
Till the next time~!!