Levelled Up.
Nov. 24th, 2020 04:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
coolerthanthouSo I have levelled myself up.
My lifestyle hasn't really been the same ever since pregnancy, and now that I have the baby in my arms, I would say that it's a totally different game altogether.
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Nights are even longer than usual with the little one's feeding schedule - & the fact that only I am the only one who can be doing it.
(Don't get me wrong; I am super glad that I can and am providing for him but it really gets me off and grumpy all. the. time. - Just ask the husband. HAHAHA!!)
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Have been "granted" with more "alone" time whenever I have to feed the little one - which leads to a lot of thinking time for me.
Thinking about how it isn't so bad after all even though the pandemic isn't going anywhere - of course we are staying home. Confinement for me and not going out for the little one unless necessary (Read: medical appointments).
Yeah, it really sucks to not have any of our parents to come over to share the joy and letting them hold their grandson during the first few weeks of his life and helpingus me out with everything else since I'm supposed to be focus on recovering. But I guess it's just how 2020 is throwing everyone a steep learning curve on everything you think you know about life and this is mine, with the help of the Husband (of which I am very grateful for but is unfortunately cut short as he is required back at work. Gurgh!!)
Also thinking about how this isolating-parenthood thingy that is going on for me is allowing me and the husband to be the parents that we want to be for our little one - with not much interference by anyone, researching and discovering things about the little one as we go along in his entrance to the world and into our world. I am only hoping that I am doing good, if not, enough for him so far. :')
Damn. All this hormones running through me right now.
& of course, thinking about what to eat and if there's more chores to be done (hopefully no) next occurs more often that you would ever imagine cus all that feeding that I'm doing is making me hungrier and more tired than ever.
And of course, many a times I find myself holding and looking at the little one, wondering how in the world did I managed to grow this honey bun in me and get him out, all in the time of 39 weeks.
:')
Tillagain.
My lifestyle hasn't really been the same ever since pregnancy, and now that I have the baby in my arms, I would say that it's a totally different game altogether.
▲
Nights are even longer than usual with the little one's feeding schedule - & the fact that only I am the only one who can be doing it.
(Don't get me wrong; I am super glad that I can and am providing for him but it really gets me off and grumpy all. the. time. - Just ask the husband. HAHAHA!!)
▲
Have been "granted" with more "alone" time whenever I have to feed the little one - which leads to a lot of thinking time for me.
Thinking about how it isn't so bad after all even though the pandemic isn't going anywhere - of course we are staying home. Confinement for me and not going out for the little one unless necessary (Read: medical appointments).
Yeah, it really sucks to not have any of our parents to come over to share the joy and letting them hold their grandson during the first few weeks of his life and helping
Also thinking about how this isolating-parenthood thingy that is going on for me is allowing me and the husband to be the parents that we want to be for our little one - with not much interference by anyone, researching and discovering things about the little one as we go along in his entrance to the world and into our world. I am only hoping that I am doing good, if not, enough for him so far. :')
Damn. All this hormones running through me right now.
& of course, thinking about what to eat and if there's more chores to be done (hopefully no) next occurs more often that you would ever imagine cus all that feeding that I'm doing is making me hungrier and more tired than ever.
And of course, many a times I find myself holding and looking at the little one, wondering how in the world did I managed to grow this honey bun in me and get him out, all in the time of 39 weeks.
:')
Tillagain.
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Date: 2020-12-04 07:33 pm (UTC)if you find that you have been thinking too much, do feel free to text or call.
Can't wait to be physically reunited with you.
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Date: 2020-12-09 10:37 am (UTC)*sends virtual hugs over~*
Same. Can't wait to be reunited man!!
Gahh!!