Entry while at work~

[coolerthanthou]

Here are some things that have been going on in my mind lately:

• Colleague have let me in with the fact that she is looking for a jade bracelet for herself as she is hitting the big 3 this year and this got me thinking that I have not been gifting myself for my birthday for years (already?!?! < My rxn when it really donned onto me. Sigh.) and since I'm not thaaat patient to wait till I'm hitting the big 3.. Maybe, just maybe, I'll think of something to gift myself this year and this would be a good 'topic' for me to daydream of when commuting to and from work. Hurhur.

• Work is well, work.

I mean, the actual work part is really okay with me and I am content and in fact getting all slightly cozy and comfortable with the scope of things and not actually edging around things and have no directions of what to do or work on next. And this is really rare, coming from the incredible amount of work I have to deal with from day to day and especially coming from me.
What more I have to kinda share my time (at work) to do my own 'researches' because um, priorities?? HAHAHA
 

Of course I am not trying to jinx things up here.
 

The part that is not okay is the fact that someone that I have to work directly with have taken a sharp turn to how everything has been.
I know I have made mistakes and some of them are really careless, but I really don't think that I deserved to be lashed out the way she did. I own up to my own mistakes and I will go correct them, and the mistakes can be recoverable EASILY. I mean, are TYPOS heinous crimes that doesn't allow one to be forgiven? Can't typos be EASILY corrected with a few backspaces, flying of fingers of the right keys this time round and a reprint of the same document?
 

Must she go all the way to point it out, repeat tens and thousands of times as if I didn't hear them the first time and made sure the entire office knows about it that I made a few typos here and there / selected the wrong file to work on because no one told me which file is the correct one???

And the office isn't huge okay.

The entire strength is just a measly 10, inclusive of me.
 

And the most annoying part?
She, again, make it known to everyone that she UNDERSTANDS my frustrations of not getting things done right because I have no idea what's going on slash nobody has time to teach me, and hopes that I am not angry at her (seriously??!) because she meant well.
 

... Really?!
 

You don't stab someone on the back multiple times and expect the person to be completely okay and okay with you being the one who did the stabbing just because you meant well.
 

Why not let me do the same to you and just say that I meant well for you too?

• And the other thing that has been occupying most of my mind would be sleep.

I can't say that I'm sleep deprived, but I would keel for sleep.

Like seriously.

Like now, too.
 

SIGH.

Tillagain.