Hai Sweater Weather!!
Nov. 4th, 2016 08:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
coolerthanthouWas supposed to have a brief glance at where I left off with my last post and ended up re-reading some of my entries and finding myself sinking back to the feels where I mentioned about leaving off in 3 flights and then coming back in a later slash more recent post and how shitty it has been, the travel back and the whole idea about having to come back.
And also remembering that there was one evening where it got to me really hard and felt the sting having to leave someone behind at the departure gates, heading towards TSA with teary eyes, nose stuffed and handing my passport to whoever that needs to check it to take the place of my voice - of which I still feel very miserable about it each time I think about it now.
It's been 123 days now that I'm back from my trip that seems forever to everyone else around me and I still feel the same shitty feeling knowing that I have now back here and currently typing this out on the laptop at work (& during work hours, too). UGH.
It's already the 4th of November, and usually (By usually, I meant the past few years) I would be super stoked about the year ending really soon even before the month starts, but not this time.
I guess my focus is no longer on how the year is wrapping up really soon, but rather, for a few very obvious reasons, I am more stoked for the month of December to come, as mean as it is me neglecting the entirety of this month. 😩
But as always, definitely a YAS to sweater weather and the abundance of rain. HEHEHE!!
Off to find some things to do before the class ends so that I can call it a day for today.
Tillagain.
And also remembering that there was one evening where it got to me really hard and felt the sting having to leave someone behind at the departure gates, heading towards TSA with teary eyes, nose stuffed and handing my passport to whoever that needs to check it to take the place of my voice - of which I still feel very miserable about it each time I think about it now.
It's been 123 days now that I'm back from my trip that seems forever to everyone else around me and I still feel the same shitty feeling knowing that I have now back here and currently typing this out on the laptop at work (& during work hours, too). UGH.
It's already the 4th of November, and usually (By usually, I meant the past few years) I would be super stoked about the year ending really soon even before the month starts, but not this time.
I guess my focus is no longer on how the year is wrapping up really soon, but rather, for a few very obvious reasons, I am more stoked for the month of December to come, as mean as it is me neglecting the entirety of this month. 😩
But as always, definitely a YAS to sweater weather and the abundance of rain. HEHEHE!!
Off to find some things to do before the class ends so that I can call it a day for today.
Tillagain.
