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It is, in my honest opinion, unfortunate, that I am back home. (︶︹︺)

Touched down two nights before after three flights and the moment I stepped out of the airport, I can't help but to feel that the heat that was going on at where I was in America was actually much more tolerable than the weather here even though it sure hit the roof with a cray number of 45 (or was it 42? I can't exactly remember. Hur.) deg C. UGH.

Had covered so many places, scenaries and things during this trip and I cannot come down to just a word or phrase to tell anyone how much I have enjoyed myself during this trip (though there were some dips here and there that I would prefer to just breeze through and not mention about them hurhur.).
I can only tell you that I really hate the fact that I have to come back after what seems like way too long for everyone else.

Boo. (。•́︿•̀。)

Plus it has never been easy for me to leave someone that I would rather refer to as my home no matter how long I have spent with during this entire trip there. ╥﹏╥

I guess what really matters to me when it comes to this trip is not how much I have blown on gifts and makeup products (though I did um, bought quite a bag back and also because honestly, what else can you think of buying other than cosmetics when you think about having a trip to America?? Hur hur hur.) or how many pictures that I have taken (& uploaded on Instagram) nor how many places I have covered (even though I really did covered a lot HAHA!!), but how it made me feel at ease being at a foreign country for such a long period of time because I had the best (+ travel) company that I could ever ask for. ✧٩(ˊωˋ*)و✧

I had such a huge bunch of nerves and anxiety surrounding and clouding my mind up like around 2 weeks prior my trip and I thought that I might not be able to get myself to walk through those gates to get on my flights - which was incredibly harder on my return flights but that is another case altogether.

But in this case, and as cheesy as it may sound, I can only say that love wins.
And that I miss someone way too much that it makes all those flights much more tolerable even though they spanned across for more than 26 hours in total (inclusive of layover time).

I may have complained and whined a tad too much when it comes to how much I abhor packing, now I think the same would happen again when it comes to me now that I have to unpack. And my current solution right now is to live my life off my luggage, like how I did for the past 6 weeks. #mywaytounpack #sinceIgotmostofmylaundrydonebeforecominghome

Here I am, back, still miserable that I have to come back to this sticky, humid heat and without my lover.
Here I am, back, and back to having my relationship with a distance, again.

Sigh. ●︿●
Tillagain.

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