2015 in ONE post!!

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2015 IN MY HUMBLE OPINION:

January

The year started off with me still being stuck in school, and also part timing my life away at the previous workplace. Endless complaints about that particular inhumane mod that starts at 830 in the morning. The good bits of this month definitely goes out to those meetings I have with my friends, catching up from what seems like forever even though there's this one particular one that I got down after my shift at work but still felt that it was all so worth it. 10 years with you guize was definitely well-spent. (:

The best bit of January falls on the last day where I gathered all of them (non-existent) balls and actually worried that I didn't look decent enough to go for a.. show? a gig? I don't really know how it's really called and also since I don't go to these kind of (I would say) events to start with. FOR WILLAM BELLI.

Please go back to the entry where I wrote about the night where Willam was literally in front of me, shook my hands and called me cute and told me that she actually tried the same skirt that I wore to her show that night a few hours ago. PLEASE. (:

February

Still in school, suffering from the two mods that I have to take and trying to gather more coins for my Japan trip at the previous workplace. But then.. there's Chinese New Year!!! Yay for my all-time favourite festive season!! Fam trip to the River Safari, CNY visitings and eating and then there's also a meetup with Rika on the third day cus she came down to Singapore to play!! I can barely remember the rest of this month other than these and also it was a pretty short week for me since I have go back to school on the 5th day + Mid sems on the 9th of CNY. Bah.

March

Checking back on my schedule for this month actually makes me wonder how in the world did I make it through these 31 days where my schedule is filled with nothing but school and part timing. Oh, and my father's birthday. (:

The keyword here is How.

I mean, seriously.

Sigh.

April

Finally putting the horrible 830 mod to the end!! Final papers were served and I am finally being released from the clutches of school temporarily.

April also saw me moving onto another workplace albeit the new workplace is still under the same company (-.- I know..). Pay is pretty much the same for me but all in for gathering more coins for Japan okay!! Hur.

May

Started with a little holidays where I surprisingly did not do much nor work much during that period of time = more Arashi time!!! YAY ME!!! \ ^ ^ /

Also, the brother graduated with a medal on his chest. It's really amazing how this guy manages to make everyone in the family so proud of him time after time. (:

Then the last semester, the last module starts. -.-

May 2015 has really become a month of possibilities for me where I attempted pink again on my nails (HAHAHA, I'm serious, guize.) to try to be more ladylike - which obviously failed and also sees me letting down some walls and allowing some things, feelings and someone into my life where I would have never dared to nor dreamt that I would ever make such decisions if it was me a few months prior. It was extremely unnerving, worrying and all that I can ever think of along that line but at the same time it felt right, so right that it made me feel that all my nerves and worries didn't exist in the very first place.

It was a very strange feeling.

But a strange one that I would definitely want to embrace for good. (:

AND I'M OBVIOUSLY NOT JINXING THINGS UP HERE LA.

June

Still working and still trying to survive school (Ugh last mod and last bridging mod zzz), but June saw me trying to figure my heart and mind out (Thanks, Shana!!) and eventually getting myself into a commitment that I would have never expected to even happen to me ever since the last one turned out to be nothing fantastic but sour and bad.

AND involves distance.

I thought I could do this at this point of time. I believed that I could and I would.

That was what I thought. Sigh.

Oh, the mother's birthday too!! (:

July

Got me studying and working a lot more - which will really start to bore everyone out if I were to talk about the mod that I have to take, but so grateful for having Grace around for my last 3 sems. (:

Since all that I can do to deal with that distance is to have my phone glued to me almost every minute from evening on and also having myself seated in front of my laptop every night. It sounds pretty much like I'm complaining here but I can guarantee you guize not and this is actually the best that I can make do with all that I have.

One month of distance got me going quite okay, and I still thought that I could do this. Sigh.

This is also the time where I sent my brother to the land where boys need to have their heads shaved and embark on a journey that transforms them to become men that can serve and protect the country.

Sounds like some grand plan hor? But tbh, all I get from sending my brother to Tekong is to have him back every week, smelling horrible and very very tanned. HUR HUR.

August

Is almost identical to March in terms of my schedule line-up. CRAY.

But I'm guessing that the only difference here is that I have something to look forward to, every evening on and also having my LAST final paper of my life!!!

I AM FINALLY FREEE FROM THE CLUTCHES OF EDUCATION!!!

Which obviously sends me back to more part-timing to fund for Japan Trip during November. (:

September

Sees more crazy part timing schedules since I still have someone too damn far away and school is finally out for me!! (:

And TBH, I can't find my schedules for this month and I have no idea why. /:

The only few that I can remember for this month is the General elections, the horrible haze, getting really impatient for the month to be over and also getting really excited that details for my Japan trip is surfacing and having my tickets booked!!

Oh, Tsumtsum spam as well. HAHAHA!!

September is a very good reminder that distance is not fun, not funny at all and not the slightest bit of kind. ):<

October

ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS MY FAVOURITEST MONTH!!

Though I'm always spotted at the workplace and not having someone here to celebrate my birthday with (Damn frustrating this one) due to stupid delays that was totally unacceptable in any aspects and perspectives, I finally get to wear that mortar board and shoulder that ridiculously heavy gown to receive my degree!!

And, someone managed to make it for my graduation!!! SO HAPPY I CANNOT EVEN TELL YOU HOW.

Which leads to more part timing whenever I can and also job hunting - which is the hardest thing to do, I'm telling you. ):

October closes a chapter called 4months worth of Distance. Which sucks.

Sucks so bad that I wanna burn something, or a particular company that starts with R and ends with a F and SA in the middle to be exact. =_=

November

Calls for more job hunt, and landing myself into one which eventually was a mistake. Sigh.

BUT

There's my JAPAN TRIP!!!

I know there's only Part 1 that's updated right now (which I've promised that I'll work on it and I really will, so please bear with me and give me some time for it!!) but it was so so good, guize.

I never wanted to come back. Sigh.

November also saw me through a whole lot of learning, understand and tolerating. I would never trade anything for that, for all that experience and time spent. It was all worth it - all that effort, time and everything else involved. (:

December

Saw me stressing out a lot for the mistake but also saw me through a good trip made to Malacca. First trip out together and I ragret nothing at all even though the weather wasn't cooperating with us. I can only wish that we could both spend more days out together but say that isn't important right now. (:

December was spent with meeting up with my Ice cream gang and also meals with new faces that I would gladly keep.

December was also spent creating more moments than I've expected and never expecting myself to enjoy Christmas more than ever even though I know that the coming 2 Christmases are gonna be tougher than ever since Distance is going to come into play again. )':

2015 has been good and I cannot possibly be asking for more and I'm very very glad that most things turned out this way and I'm definitely not going to jinx things up since I already know that 2016 and 2017 is going to be tougher than usual for me. ):

Here's to a better year, for personal growth and well-being, and also generally speaking. (:

AAAND, it's out.
I know it took me really long to get this entry out considering that it's already 28days into the year. But I guess, it's always better late than never right? (HEHEHEH!!)
Also, with my schedule for the next two weeks to come, I will really try to get down with the entries that I have promised and also adding in some more new contents which I have also planned to write on. No promises and..

SOMEONE NEEDS TO BE PATIENT WITH MAH UPDATES ERMAIGAWD!!!
(Thanks for reading and your constant support, though. HAHA!!)

Off to get something warm and also to catch up on some Arashi lovin'!! #YAYME
Tillagain.