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I have been trying to get this entry up for a while now and I guess I should be able to get them thoughts out coherently by now considering that I have been pretty much missing in action for the month of June, over at this space.
There has been some surprises that have came my way during the later part of May that led me to a huge blend of confusion and uncertainty. I've always been thankful for the people around me, and you guys cannot imagine how much glad I am for having![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
butter_lies (holla!!) with me all these while.
I have heard too many people talking about how life is about making your own choices and decisions, but I guess heeding what my gut feel and also going ahead with whatbutter_lies have said was definitely one of the best choices I've ever made till date (NOT JINXING THINGS UP NOW!! OMG.). Luff you ah, woman!! (:
& you too, Jen. ♥
June came about giving me a lot of surprises and them feels. Apart from those surprises that got me all a tad too stunned from time to time (that I was almost always at a loss of words and thoughts. It wasn't fun at all to experience all that blanked out moments y'know. -.-) but in a good way, I meant, those feels were definitely something that cannot be ignored or shoved aside as much as I would like to do so. ):
I guess anyone can say that I've been through what seemed to be the extremes of emotions within a short span of one months' time. I wouldn't be surprised if there were some tests to be conducted and to later diagnose me to be nothing but insane with all that feels that have been going on.
I can only say that it was really something for me during this period of time that I wasn't around over at this space. Everything that happened, happened so quickly yet they felt like they were all tailored-made to fit in where they should go within me. There's this sense of calmness that came along with the mini chaos that each shock came through to me. It even taught and reminded me so much of the things, the feelings and emotions that I was actually still capable of experiencing even when the previous storm actually wiped out what seems like most of everything from me.
I never knew that I could ever experience it all, all over again nor do I even dare to expect to be able to feel like this again.
It all felt so surreal that I would be totally convinced that it was just a really sweet dream that I am having, if not for the ache that comes through every now and then.
If you are reading this, thank you. m(_ _)m
& I've probably told you what I've wanted to tell you so I wouldn't have to get them out and up here.
It's already 6 days into July and I hope that everyone's doing A-Okay, or even better than that.
Unless I really don't like you, that is. (:
I guess it's a bit too late to catch another episode of Masterchef and also in light of how it's THE show that never fails to make you hungry no matter what time you watches it.
Okay, maybe it's just me, but oh wells!!~
Off to catch some shut eye before I run some errands later in the day.
Check out the layout change over here if you're reading this in your friend's page!! (:
Tillagain. x
I have been trying to get this entry up for a while now and I guess I should be able to get them thoughts out coherently by now considering that I have been pretty much missing in action for the month of June, over at this space.
There has been some surprises that have came my way during the later part of May that led me to a huge blend of confusion and uncertainty. I've always been thankful for the people around me, and you guys cannot imagine how much glad I am for having
butter_lies (holla!!) with me all these while.I have heard too many people talking about how life is about making your own choices and decisions, but I guess heeding what my gut feel and also going ahead with what
butter_lies have said was definitely one of the best choices I've ever made till date (NOT JINXING THINGS UP NOW!! OMG.). Luff you ah, woman!! (:& you too, Jen. ♥
June came about giving me a lot of surprises and them feels. Apart from those surprises that got me all a tad too stunned from time to time (that I was almost always at a loss of words and thoughts. It wasn't fun at all to experience all that blanked out moments y'know. -.-) but in a good way, I meant, those feels were definitely something that cannot be ignored or shoved aside as much as I would like to do so. ):
I guess anyone can say that I've been through what seemed to be the extremes of emotions within a short span of one months' time. I wouldn't be surprised if there were some tests to be conducted and to later diagnose me to be nothing but insane with all that feels that have been going on.
I can only say that it was really something for me during this period of time that I wasn't around over at this space. Everything that happened, happened so quickly yet they felt like they were all tailored-made to fit in where they should go within me. There's this sense of calmness that came along with the mini chaos that each shock came through to me. It even taught and reminded me so much of the things, the feelings and emotions that I was actually still capable of experiencing even when the previous storm actually wiped out what seems like most of everything from me.
I never knew that I could ever experience it all, all over again nor do I even dare to expect to be able to feel like this again.
It all felt so surreal that I would be totally convinced that it was just a really sweet dream that I am having, if not for the ache that comes through every now and then.
If you are reading this, thank you. m(_ _)m
& I've probably told you what I've wanted to tell you so I wouldn't have to get them out and up here.
It's already 6 days into July and I hope that everyone's doing A-Okay, or even better than that.
Unless I really don't like you, that is. (:
I guess it's a bit too late to catch another episode of Masterchef and also in light of how it's THE show that never fails to make you hungry no matter what time you watches it.
Okay, maybe it's just me, but oh wells!!~
Off to catch some shut eye before I run some errands later in the day.
Check out the layout change over here if you're reading this in your friend's page!! (:
Tillagain. x
