不在、私の悪い。

I am.. Very thankful that this page still loads well and strong for me despite the absence stunt that I have pulled here.

In my absence on this space, I have..

• Had the PASS for my WDA Hygiene Course for the most embarrassingly third time.
• Worked for 5 consecutive days at 2 difference workplace - dealt with the extremes of cold temperatures and primary school kids. Not a fan of screaming kids but obedient ones, I've gotten myself a 'fanboy' (quite literally), or so the friends that I've worked with, insist.
• Got myself up and awake (working my life away) at ungodly hours of the mornings during those 5 days, I may add.
• Embarked on the horrible yet inevitable fight of Major Project along with 2 other comrades. Thank God for them, really.
• Made a trip down to meet someone who plays a huge part in the project despite not being a staff of the school and got my head up in a whirl after the session lasting only 30 minutes. Talk about creating an impact in someones' life in the most complex way now, don't we?
• Turned up the proposal within the most ridiculous span of 2 days, hoping for the best and not jinxing things up now.
• Got myself out there recently with the impression of my wardrobe that makes up of clothes that does not requires much pressing and fussing because I have the tendency to express my love to my bed in the morning more than any other time of the day. Punctuality? Haven't met him.
• Fascinated myself with the lack of sleep that I am experiencing these few days when I'm absolutely awake in the day during the span of times used to transit myself from one point to another to get things done and sailing on smoothly.
• Not to forget the KO-type of rest that I can ever conjure up every night these days due to the irregularity of my schedules and also the determination I have to squeeze in any bit of my spare time to catch up and fangirl on the current updates that have been going on while I worked my life away (excuse me, but who can resist Arashi's version of Shake it? AND ESPECIALLY when the way Kazunari NInomiya does it is nothing else but the purest of pure sin? [For Shake it, that is] Ohmiya SK's comeback? What seems like a compilation of Matsumiya porn photos? Arafes have better to come out with a DVD version - I can let the part where they actually wore their concert merchandise (tote bag) as their top go. Really.)
• I've actually checked my mail and sent out another mail with regards to my major project meetings to my groupmates that was done early this week and this could just easily be one of those proofs that I haven't had enough rest lately and putting things that can actually wait off a bit too easily and casually now.
• I suppose things will get crazier from here on, especially when doing and turning up of the proposal is simply just the first step to everything that is to come for me. Major project will take up a huge part of my life from now on till the coming February, I am expecting and here's the more nonsense and more ridiculous deaddatelines to come.

Speaking of group mates and major project, and pretty much the same goes for me to the fact that I've been spending a lot of time with butter_lies now. Honestly, I really couldn't think of anything else but to be really appreciative and thankful to that tolerance you have for all my antics. There WILL be more to come since we have just started things off together. I believe that I've already told you about this and I am repeating myself once more here, so brace yourself and let's pull everything off together!! (:

With all that hectic schedules I have been experiencing lately and now that the proposal is up and waiting for the verdict till the next project interview that I am going to face, I have discovered how easily my body and mind picks up and tells me to go to bed so stunningly easy nowadays and I simply cannot argue back with the excuse of the usual one-more-video or a-bit-more-flicking-of-pages online for the body calls the shots now.

And its: 11:43PM here true to time of type, and here I am, feeling the body getting ready to lull me to bed really soon.
Here's to all the people who are still doing up their proposal due to extended deadlines (you guize are so lucky that you all have no absolute ideas man) and also to those who have to work the Friday away despite the nice cooling weather and the thoughts of sleeping in tomorrow being completely dashed while I'm off to get some proper rest before the next wave of nonsense comes and drags me off the shores.

I'm still pretty much active on platforms like Instagram, Pick and any of the others that you all can think of.
I believe I have coughed up quite a lengthy one to make up for my absence and with almost no re-reading nor checking,
Tillagain.