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well well well..
Oct. 5th, 2010 03:22 amI was reading this person (not that I know her personally)'s livejournal and it seems that she is really good for blaming herself when there's problems in her relationship - Not that I'm in any position to judge.
And I also happen to chance upon a few pictures on her journal, and found that she went to the same place as I did years back. It really brings me all those naise memories I had, there, with awesome company, until I saw this photo of this place (in the hotel).
It was the exact same position (;same scene) where I stopped to catch a breather from all that running in heels, to find someone who is very much needed at the other location.
+ I was really pissed off at that time, when i stopped to take a breather.
It made me realize how selfish you were back then.
I was so angry and felt so much like slapping you on your face when I saw what you were doing at the mo, where everyone was looking for you.
People were also quite frustrated that you're not there to help and alleviate the current situation.
'What the hell is ... doing?' and 'Where the heck is ...?' were thrown into my face, in the angriest tone you'll ever imagine, since it seems that I am supposed to know where all my people were.
And when everyone knows that I'm a nobody in that.. whatever.
What the hell. Really.
Even to come and think of it now. Damn frustrating.
It's like. Everyone's supposed to be there and yet you're off somewhere, where you're definitely NOT needed.
Oh sure, SHE is there.
And we're all suppose to understand, and I'm also supposed to get the shits and blames.
But then again, it kinda makes things easier for me now to remember that you're such a shithead.
Am kinda glad (in the teeniest bit) that things have turned out this way, though.
Though I thought that I'ld just let you know that I'll never forgive you even though I may appear to be okay and whatsoever that you can ever list here.
I don't do the whole forgive and forget notion, to start off with, anyway.
(:
And I also happen to chance upon a few pictures on her journal, and found that she went to the same place as I did years back. It really brings me all those naise memories I had, there, with awesome company, until I saw this photo of this place (in the hotel).
It was the exact same position (;same scene) where I stopped to catch a breather from all that running in heels, to find someone who is very much needed at the other location.
+ I was really pissed off at that time, when i stopped to take a breather.
It made me realize how selfish you were back then.
I was so angry and felt so much like slapping you on your face when I saw what you were doing at the mo, where everyone was looking for you.
People were also quite frustrated that you're not there to help and alleviate the current situation.
'What the hell is ... doing?' and 'Where the heck is ...?' were thrown into my face, in the angriest tone you'll ever imagine, since it seems that I am supposed to know where all my people were.
And when everyone knows that I'm a nobody in that.. whatever.
What the hell. Really.
Even to come and think of it now. Damn frustrating.
It's like. Everyone's supposed to be there and yet you're off somewhere, where you're definitely NOT needed.
Oh sure, SHE is there.
And we're all suppose to understand, and I'm also supposed to get the shits and blames.
But then again, it kinda makes things easier for me now to remember that you're such a shithead.
Am kinda glad (in the teeniest bit) that things have turned out this way, though.
Though I thought that I'ld just let you know that I'll never forgive you even though I may appear to be okay and whatsoever that you can ever list here.
I don't do the whole forgive and forget notion, to start off with, anyway.
(:
