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 Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl’s heart, its much,much,much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can’t because they’re very beautiful memories to keep? That she can’t throw away the teddy bear and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the “I love you” words you told her, she mutters “I love you, too” but realizes she can’t say it anymore? That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? No. You don’t know what it feels like. You don’t know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.

- via Kissfaintkill @ Tumblr.

Sensitivity is never around.

It seems like there's only a few people whom I've really close to me and I'm very proud of with that since I've kinda accepted the fact that I'm pretty much a loser in any form of relationships. Any kind of relationships you can name, I'ld be able to screw it up easily as you can recite your ABCs.

I'm that powerful. HA!

On a note not completely of another sphere, I know that I'm not in any position to say anything but really, you've messed your life up, big time.
I know I can say anything since I haven't got any smooth-sailing relationship, in any aspect, but then again, I know that I understand the word: Respect.

I hope you would read up on that and gain the understanding on it again.

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I've mentioned in my earlier entry that I've been spending a lot of time over at Tumblr and now over on weheartit, but that doesn't mean that I don't check my Formspring (@swingwithlove, I never got to remember to comment on your entry regarding Formspring!! Sorry! ): ) and all I can ever say is that I am very thankful that I'm not all that popular (I'm not the least bit popular, TBH) or should I say that I'm really thankful for being almost invisible to most people around me in school (that people can just conveniently leave me out all the time).

Really thankful for that cus I don't have people telling me (annoynymously) about the things that I totally wouldn't want to know ever again about the asshole and all the stories about him.

Really thankful that I need not have people coming up to my Formspring and posing things that they want me to know regarding my past mistakes - like the things done, stories and every single tales ever told, as questions, expecting me to be brought down and well, mope my entire life away because of it.
Like the way some horrible people are doing to this particular person that I'm sorta following on Formspring. Poor thing.

Really. Can't people just mind their own business and if they were to ever get any news or whatsoever, can't they just keep their fingers and tongues to themselves and not wag and punch the keys on their keypads and not feeling about how the receiving party would feel?
Must they be so insensitive and rub further into someone's wounds?

Ugh.

Back to more notes and studying.
Tillagain.