The silence is deafening.

T.G.I.F!!!
If today's not Friday, I'm not going to school tomorrow.
I'm all exhausted from all the workshit load that I'm getting everyday, and to think that it's only February - The earlier part of the year. ):

Don't tell me anything about this. I don't want to hear anything.
Because whenever I post things like this, I get comments (in person) and things like "young lady, don't complain too much cus you're not alone.. blahblahblah."

Sometimes, I wished that I can masking-tape their gaps = world peace.

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I really dislike the part of me that makes me think, sometimes.
Sometimes, I really wish that I could just sleep, and not lying on the bed with my eyes closed, and my mind thinking of anything and everything.

&because (for me) thinking reveals nothing but the horrible truth.
By the end of the day, I'ld always find myself asking this question: What have I done to deserve all this that I'm having, right now?!
I don't feel that I'm worthy of anything.

I always write down of the things that I wanna change, on myself, for myself, for the better, and I do keep referring back to it (to remind myself).
But then again, how am I and who am I to tell if I have been successful in the chance that I want to make, or not?

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I really need to stop thinking too much, I think.
Tillagain.