You were here, just yesterday.

Again and again, I've always told myself not to cry or to feel really upset about it, cus' it's over.
But the feeling just come to me, during dinner today, because he's not there, anymore.

Honestly, I fcking miss him.

Dinners will never be the same again, I swear.

Dont ask. I'll never ever relate this to anyone again, not even you, bestfr.
Cus' I know what you're going to tell me, and I really appreciate it all, cus' you are willing to listen to my rantings each time, telling me to be positive and to stay strong.
I really thank you for all that you've done for me, even texting late into the night and pushing your bedtime later, so that I can feel better, and go to bed feeling much better than before.
&
I don't want to bother you, anymore, with this.

Things will never be the same again.

zzz.

As I was returning home from that sickening weather, I was thinking about faithwingz@livejournal and suddenly got reminded of how some people once told me that I should post happier post, instead of those emo nemo ones.
And, their words are ringing in my head, again and again, like a broken record, disturbingly.
I'll try to make things better, I promise.

Anywayz, as promised, this is the x-country picture post, and i think i might not be able to post properly cus' I had a tablet of chlorphenamine maleate, or rather known as the yellow flu medicine for my runny nose, and is very drowsy now.
ugh.

( pictures )

Anyway, this are just part of the photos, the rest are in facebook. I got to stop here, cus' a headache is brewing and the uploading of the photos in photobucket is getting on my nerves.

And, I'm friggin' worried for tomorrow.
Hope things will go well. Please let it be good, please!

&now i'll go and zzz.
Goodnight, tillagain.