It's been a while.
May. 10th, 2013 03:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
coolerthanthouThere are so many things that triggers all sorts of emotions in me right from the moment I sat down to consume something to start off the day till the last moment where I am about to conclude for the day.
So much have breezed in and out of my mind and things are like mixing up a few boxes of jigsaw puzzles into one bucket in there. I can't seem to piece one to another as varied as they are.
But one thing for sure, there are definitely anchoring me down and out.
I would love to share but I just can't seem to pour them out with the right consistency that I would feel comfortable. After all, this is still a public platform where it comes to sharing of things. And a part of me wouldn't want to bother the shit out of anyone even though they wouldn't mind the slightest bit to make sure that I'm fine, safe and sound in every single way. (It's just me.)
I know that things are not going to repeat itself if I choose not to. But at this very moment, it seems like perfect sense to let everything fall apart. Sometimes I really wonder why people have so much faith in me that I would be able to pull through every single shit that comes my way and make things right because honestly, I don't know if I have that much strength in me to do so, anymore.
This post is getting more and more out of hand and annoyingly sappy.
My only saving grace is that it's Friday already and it means that there's two more workdays to go till my consecutive offdays (cus I'm such a crafty bitch, that I am.) to really recharge myself. Work is really draining me out nowadays - Screw Pre-GSS whenever I'm working.
I need new pairs of false eyelashes for work, lots of sleep and also a spare $10,000 to work around with to make me happy.
Stay gold, everybody,
Tillagain.
So much have breezed in and out of my mind and things are like mixing up a few boxes of jigsaw puzzles into one bucket in there. I can't seem to piece one to another as varied as they are.
But one thing for sure, there are definitely anchoring me down and out.
I would love to share but I just can't seem to pour them out with the right consistency that I would feel comfortable. After all, this is still a public platform where it comes to sharing of things. And a part of me wouldn't want to bother the shit out of anyone even though they wouldn't mind the slightest bit to make sure that I'm fine, safe and sound in every single way. (It's just me.)
I know that things are not going to repeat itself if I choose not to. But at this very moment, it seems like perfect sense to let everything fall apart. Sometimes I really wonder why people have so much faith in me that I would be able to pull through every single shit that comes my way and make things right because honestly, I don't know if I have that much strength in me to do so, anymore.
This post is getting more and more out of hand and annoyingly sappy.
My only saving grace is that it's Friday already and it means that there's two more workdays to go till my consecutive offdays (cus I'm such a crafty bitch, that I am.) to really recharge myself. Work is really draining me out nowadays - Screw Pre-GSS whenever I'm working.
I need new pairs of false eyelashes for work, lots of sleep and also a spare $10,000 to work around with to make me happy.
Stay gold, everybody,
Tillagain.
