So many possibilities.
Oct. 22nd, 2012 11:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
coolerthanthou
Shameless, Pointeless Selca
While being very bored at AMK Rehab Hospital, working on Major Project, that is.
School have officially started for everyone today while it is, for me, very thankfully, tomorrow. (:
Had a brief conversation with someone that I would call as an acquaintance basing on the level of closeness we currently are at, about this topic the night before and it is definitely interesting to see how the emotions are mixing together as the conversations go along much alike to a vat filled with liquid of many, different colours.
It's a topic that has gone all old and cold and probably said a tad too many times. And probably getting responses like how the super viral Gangnam Style song is going around; A topic on how much I want to graduate quickly, yet doesn't want to spend 6 more months in school.
I have came to a point where I would congratulate myself to bit too much and patting my back a bit too occasionally whenever I realize (for the nth time) that I have actually survive 2/3 of the vile polytechnic life that I have unwittingly chosen for myself back then. The feeling of such mere satisfaction eventually snowballed into a much higher level whenever I remind myself that I have no more than 1 semester, 6 more months to get rid of it, completely.
Cheap thrills, you say.
Achievement unlocked, I would scream in your face, in the most uncouth manner.
A topic all old and cold, really.
But definitely a topic that opens up to the next one that almost everyone is having hanging on their mouths - the future that lies ahead of each and everyone. It's amusing how people can be so certain about choosing their preferred path for their lives yet can be so indecisive with the things that are within control and of course, vice versa.
I'm not trying to say or to show off that I have everything planned ahead in time (for I am no Mr. Tan, the annoying careperson that I have, who apparently plans on when to get a girlfriend, get married and so on. Zzz.) but taking a seat back and listening to how different people have different view points on their lives and on certain things, really picks up on my interests.
In life, just how far can I climb, has always been a question that I ask myself.
Apart from that being on everyone's mind, I suppose everyone's down and out working their damnest on their Major Project (refer to the entry below to understand my share of frustrations). My frustrations with this whole major project deal can easily be understood with a few choice vocabulary and also especially when the updates on my project kicks in earlier today that I now have to make ANOTHER trip down to that hospital to do what I've done last week, for the entire day, to ensure that we get a better and a much more accurate result.
I have no idea how much profanities I have hurled for it into the afternoon heat just now, but to sit down and think back on it now..
I regret nothing.
This whole shitty deal of going down at ungodly hours of (having to be there at) 0830 ante meridiem and leaving only at 0800 post meridiem drives me mad, especially when the things that I have to do there is deemed ridiculous as the people there doesn't even seem to care about what we are up to while we're at it.
It just drives you up the walls how much they actually don't care about the work we does for them.
But I suppose, the fact that I know that there's gonna be a familiar face there when I have to go down this coming Wednesday to work on the shitty stuffs is super comforting. (: I KNOW YOU ARE READING HOR!! ^^
Ah right. Almost forgot about those who made the efforts to wish me through any channels.
I really appreciate them, and to those who bothered to text: Thank you all so much. I really really appreciate you all!! (: X
Thanks to everyone and all of your love, I have safely arrived at being 18, for the 3rd time. (':
An abrupt end, just like how I used to end entries over here in faithwingz. It's gonna be a long day tomorrow for me with a start at 0830AM to listen to someone ramble on things that are of utmost no importance or whatsoever and not forgetting them to be alarmingly uninteresting. /:
Such is my life when I'm back to school. I hope yours would be better, really.
Here's to being back to school.
Tillagain.
Had a brief conversation with someone that I would call as an acquaintance basing on the level of closeness we currently are at, about this topic the night before and it is definitely interesting to see how the emotions are mixing together as the conversations go along much alike to a vat filled with liquid of many, different colours.
It's a topic that has gone all old and cold and probably said a tad too many times. And probably getting responses like how the super viral Gangnam Style song is going around; A topic on how much I want to graduate quickly, yet doesn't want to spend 6 more months in school.
I have came to a point where I would congratulate myself to bit too much and patting my back a bit too occasionally whenever I realize (for the nth time) that I have actually survive 2/3 of the vile polytechnic life that I have unwittingly chosen for myself back then. The feeling of such mere satisfaction eventually snowballed into a much higher level whenever I remind myself that I have no more than 1 semester, 6 more months to get rid of it, completely.
Cheap thrills, you say.
Achievement unlocked, I would scream in your face, in the most uncouth manner.
A topic all old and cold, really.
But definitely a topic that opens up to the next one that almost everyone is having hanging on their mouths - the future that lies ahead of each and everyone. It's amusing how people can be so certain about choosing their preferred path for their lives yet can be so indecisive with the things that are within control and of course, vice versa.
I'm not trying to say or to show off that I have everything planned ahead in time (for I am no Mr. Tan, the annoying careperson that I have, who apparently plans on when to get a girlfriend, get married and so on. Zzz.) but taking a seat back and listening to how different people have different view points on their lives and on certain things, really picks up on my interests.
In life, just how far can I climb, has always been a question that I ask myself.
Apart from that being on everyone's mind, I suppose everyone's down and out working their damnest on their Major Project (refer to the entry below to understand my share of frustrations). My frustrations with this whole major project deal can easily be understood with a few choice vocabulary and also especially when the updates on my project kicks in earlier today that I now have to make ANOTHER trip down to that hospital to do what I've done last week, for the entire day, to ensure that we get a better and a much more accurate result.
I have no idea how much profanities I have hurled for it into the afternoon heat just now, but to sit down and think back on it now..
I regret nothing.
This whole shitty deal of going down at ungodly hours of (having to be there at) 0830 ante meridiem and leaving only at 0800 post meridiem drives me mad, especially when the things that I have to do there is deemed ridiculous as the people there doesn't even seem to care about what we are up to while we're at it.
It just drives you up the walls how much they actually don't care about the work we does for them.
But I suppose, the fact that I know that there's gonna be a familiar face there when I have to go down this coming Wednesday to work on the shitty stuffs is super comforting. (: I KNOW YOU ARE READING HOR!! ^^
Ah right. Almost forgot about those who made the efforts to wish me through any channels.
I really appreciate them, and to those who bothered to text: Thank you all so much. I really really appreciate you all!! (: X
Thanks to everyone and all of your love, I have safely arrived at being 18, for the 3rd time. (':
An abrupt end, just like how I used to end entries over here in faithwingz. It's gonna be a long day tomorrow for me with a start at 0830AM to listen to someone ramble on things that are of utmost no importance or whatsoever and not forgetting them to be alarmingly uninteresting. /:
Such is my life when I'm back to school. I hope yours would be better, really.
Here's to being back to school.
Tillagain.
