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I am Back!! *throws confetti into the air*

It's been a while now and I know that I've only locked in one entry for the entire month of April - and for my friend. I can tell you that the particular reason for it (and that I am pushing the blame to) is due to internship.

Okay fine. I admit.
Also along side with procrastination, awesome distractions like variety shows and dramas to top everything off like how a caramel drizzle would do on top of a panna cotta.

It's really strange for me to address myself as a year 3 student now and am doing my internship to clear the first half of it. I would have ranted and shared a bit here and there about my work and the workplace to the people that I keep really close with, but I am pretty certain that I've not shared a lot on any public platform. Not yet.

One thing that I am extremely thankful for this whole internship thing is the people that I have at my workplace. They kind of took me in very willingly when I'm like a rude addition to them when I appeared at the doorsteps with my outfit a bit too formal, a bit too stiff. They treat me as if I have been a part of them ever since the start of time. No honorifics were needed, respect was given. I cannot be anymore thankful than I already am. (':
I had to deal with a heck lot of admin jobs when I first joined them before any proper/decent work comes chasing after me. And it's not that I am totally spared from admin jobs now that I have proper work to do. To that I can only direct your call towards my supervisor if you need any further inquiries since she's the admin manager in the office.
No one in the office understood why she's the one who is supervising me since she have almost-zero knowledge on nutrition (which is what I am currently doing in school) and that we have another manager who is doing things that are related to what I've been doing in the house.

Social life have been robbed away from me totally and especially since most people would already have their weekends booked way before I could think of anything, not to even start looking for my phone to churn a text out. Sigh.
(By the way, so sorry that I couldn't make it for the celebration for you tonight, Asriq. Dinner popped out and I can't say anything about it!!)

Things still happen, just like how each day would end off with the sun setting and the night curtains falling in with them stars.
I still feel, I still think, I still wonder.
And I always tell myself that it's quite meaningless when the things that I think and ponder about have no absolute answers to them.
Things can only get better, I keep telling myself to mask that pessimistic core of mine.

I hope things are going well for the people who still bother to check back on this space. It would be nice if y'all would leave a comment. I'll be more than willing to listen. I really need some sort of bridge back to my already non-existent social life.

Off to watch something light and get some shut eye before the madness from work on the last workday of the week kicks in.
Have a nice friday ahead, everybody!!

Tillagain (Boy, I really do miss typing this. (':).