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Jul. 18th, 2011 02:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
coolerthanthouLast week was crazy.
And crazy being an understatement- I can't seem to find a word to describe it exactly, but crazy comes close.
I had to experience so many things in a span of mere 7 days and had to know so many things that I've never would want to relive them ever again.
Had this panic-attack thing happening on me, ever since I got to find out something really shitty and almost immediately after my presentation for a floor plan of a stall in a foodcourt (What the heck.. I know.).
The feeling is like. Whenever I put food near my mouth, I feel like throwing up every single thing.
So bleddy afraid that this feeling is going to stick with me for a long long time.
And it would just satisfy those stereotypes out there who thinks that I'm anorexic or with severe eating problems. S:
But just yesterday, I kinda have it 'settled'.
I guess I just had to brush those things that have been bothering me in the mind away to ensure my well-being. It's only right that I do so now.
I have so many things that I have to complete. And those plans are made and tasked for me because that's the only way that I can go far in my life, or so I'ld like to think. I have to stop thinking about those negativity that's pulling me down by the leg, trying to anchor me down to the bottom where all those shits reside, alongside with you.
Like I've always been saying. I really cannot be more thankful that I already am with the friends that I'm blessed with even though the big man up there seems to be enjoying with the pranks that was being played with me. Especially with the one at the school's bus stop. That one is annoying - of which, I really freaked out and hoping for the best until the bus pulled out of the stop.
On another note that is so much happier, I've caught Transformers (late, but whateveeerrr!!) with my family and what else can I say? I've always been a fan and just really annoyed when they just have to pull out megatron's head again. (Megatron's fan here!!~~~)
And crazy being an understatement- I can't seem to find a word to describe it exactly, but crazy comes close.
I had to experience so many things in a span of mere 7 days and had to know so many things that I've never would want to relive them ever again.
Had this panic-attack thing happening on me, ever since I got to find out something really shitty and almost immediately after my presentation for a floor plan of a stall in a foodcourt (What the heck.. I know.).
The feeling is like. Whenever I put food near my mouth, I feel like throwing up every single thing.
So bleddy afraid that this feeling is going to stick with me for a long long time.
And it would just satisfy those stereotypes out there who thinks that I'm anorexic or with severe eating problems. S:
But just yesterday, I kinda have it 'settled'.
I guess I just had to brush those things that have been bothering me in the mind away to ensure my well-being. It's only right that I do so now.
I have so many things that I have to complete. And those plans are made and tasked for me because that's the only way that I can go far in my life, or so I'ld like to think. I have to stop thinking about those negativity that's pulling me down by the leg, trying to anchor me down to the bottom where all those shits reside, alongside with you.
Like I've always been saying. I really cannot be more thankful that I already am with the friends that I'm blessed with even though the big man up there seems to be enjoying with the pranks that was being played with me. Especially with the one at the school's bus stop. That one is annoying - of which, I really freaked out and hoping for the best until the bus pulled out of the stop.
On another note that is so much happier, I've caught Transformers (late, but whateveeerrr!!) with my family and what else can I say? I've always been a fan and just really annoyed when they just have to pull out megatron's head again. (Megatron's fan here!!~~~)
It's a Monday now, and I really should be in my bed hoping that everything would go well for the week to come. Nothing as shitty as this, please.
I sure have had enough.
X
Tillagain.
