I'm a gangster baby. Just kidding.
Jan. 30th, 2011 03:09 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
coolerthanthouI wouldn't tell you that my life is awesome and not having negativity in my life to swallow up in full, nor would I tell you that my life sucks to it's bitter core and everything's so gray and dull that I feel like slashing my wrists all the time to alleviate the pain..
Because that would be the most horrible lie that I would have ever churn out, with the help of my typing fingers. -.-"
Let's just say that I'm very occupied with the things that was pushed onto my plate without my nod of agreement and I can't fight for myself to reduce the load. Yes, insert FML here for me now. TYVM.
All that includes sleepless nights, a very-cranky-Cheryl, and a lot of I'm-so-mother-pissed/frustrated moments and well, yeah. The fun that was unexpectedly generated during those hard times with the people that I have to go through hell, with.
So so so thankful for them, even though they make it a point to bully me every single weekday. (':
No, life isn't getting any better from what I'm surviving on right now. I have a heck lot more to be worried about, to work on until I end my academic year as a freshman.
It's odd that I don't feel that it's already a year in this place that my parents pay so much for me to suffer. I don't want to move on from Year One, but at the same time, I really can't wait for this 3 years of pure Hell to be over and done with. Oh wells.
I've been ranting about school over and over again because I have no life, and that is nothing but the absolute truth. I find myself having time for myself, only late into the night - which I use it all for sleep, not because I want to, but because I need to. ):
And this is prolly one of the biggest reasons why I am looking forward to CNY apart from the in-your-face kind of reasons. (:
I really need the slight break from school before I really have to lock myself away from technology and in a room to start going on full-force with myself and my work for the sem.exams.
Big sigh. Such is my life.
On a separate note, it has been raining every now and then lately!! (: Sorry if you're a hater when it comes to rain, you just have to siphon it and enjoy what you can with the rain!! (:
And with this note, I'm going to go sleepz the night away with the awesome weather with a heart that isn't that heavy tonight.
Hello to studying for tests, and more work to be completed after the sleep for me! ):
Sorry for the mindless rant and thank you for reading all the way till here. Lubchoo! :*
Tillagain.
Because that would be the most horrible lie that I would have ever churn out, with the help of my typing fingers. -.-"
Let's just say that I'm very occupied with the things that was pushed onto my plate without my nod of agreement and I can't fight for myself to reduce the load. Yes, insert FML here for me now. TYVM.
All that includes sleepless nights, a very-cranky-Cheryl, and a lot of I'm-so-mother-pissed/frustrated moments and well, yeah. The fun that was unexpectedly generated during those hard times with the people that I have to go through hell, with.
So so so thankful for them, even though they make it a point to bully me every single weekday. (':
No, life isn't getting any better from what I'm surviving on right now. I have a heck lot more to be worried about, to work on until I end my academic year as a freshman.
It's odd that I don't feel that it's already a year in this place that my parents pay so much for me to suffer. I don't want to move on from Year One, but at the same time, I really can't wait for this 3 years of pure Hell to be over and done with. Oh wells.
I've been ranting about school over and over again because I have no life, and that is nothing but the absolute truth. I find myself having time for myself, only late into the night - which I use it all for sleep, not because I want to, but because I need to. ):
And this is prolly one of the biggest reasons why I am looking forward to CNY apart from the in-your-face kind of reasons. (:
I really need the slight break from school before I really have to lock myself away from technology and in a room to start going on full-force with myself and my work for the sem.exams.
Big sigh. Such is my life.
On a separate note, it has been raining every now and then lately!! (: Sorry if you're a hater when it comes to rain, you just have to siphon it and enjoy what you can with the rain!! (:
And with this note, I'm going to go sleepz the night away with the awesome weather with a heart that isn't that heavy tonight.
Hello to studying for tests, and more work to be completed after the sleep for me! ):
Sorry for the mindless rant and thank you for reading all the way till here. Lubchoo! :*
Tillagain.
