Year 2010.
Dec. 31st, 2010 11:51 pmI figured that I should do up an entry on 2010 not because everyone's doing it, but because I realized that I've never really done something like that before and thought that it would be nice to end 2010 this way since it's been quite a year, for me to say the very least.
January saw me through with a whole heck bunch of nerves with the O'levels results. I am really thankful for everyone up there and everyone out there who've helped me through my O's days.
&I've landed myself on somewhere that I've wanted myself to be in, with that results of mine. What more can I ask for? (:
January also saw me through a bad romance (yes, that very time when the song broke out viral, every-single-where.) and also showed me, in my face, who are the people that I should really appreciate and keep close. For without them, my sanity would really have been the very first thing that I would sacrifice. They are the ones who serves as my safety nets when I needed help from my fall, with nothing attached, even though I was the one who burnt down the bridges that I had with them for the one that I thought I would rely on for a long long time.
Mad love for these people!
February and March came by and got me really busy, but happy. Busy with meeting up of people that I love and can be really comfortable with their company and without any pretense as well. Busy with myself trying my damnest to pick myself back up again since I was blown into a gazillion pieces. Busy with the paperworks that was required for me for my secured spot in the tertiary doom that I was heading to - which were mad annoying in any way. Busy with the rehearsals and Dreams In Turquoise - I have to say that this has to been the best thing that could've happened to me, for the earlier part of 2010 since it didn't start off well, for me. Having to share a stage with the people I adore, albeit with the person that threw me the bomb, was really awesome (and awesome really being an understatement because the company was (Y) ).
April got me into somewhere that's completely new - the making of new friends, the adaptation to the new environment that I have to do and everything else that I've not done in 5 years. School started proper before I could really get down and tell myself that orientation is over, and Semester 1.1 really got me there. And yes, it took me one entire semester to get used to poly life and how things work in poly. Laugh at me for all you want. ):
May and June are the months that I just can't remember of the things that I've done other than school work and the constant complaining of how I would want to burn down the school and everything else along that line. And oh right. Who could ever forget Term tests? And the drama that I kind of enjoyed watching it unfolding bit by bit, every day, in school and on Facebook. (hehehe! :3)
Actually I can't seem to remember what happened all the way till October - where the main papers started and everyone was so stressed over it, and the break that comes along soon after. My 18th birthday was slightly better than the previous ones ever since I want quiet birthdays ever since three years back. I always forget about my birthday, for real (and people would remind me with Happy Birthday texts after midnight.) and this year, I have people that I didn't expect to remember and texted to wish me, and in any possible way. (:
Comes November, a new semester, new modules, and the same ol' drill of school. Nothing too exciting for any weak-hearted to handle actually. Other than the fact that it seems to be a semester of Cheryl-will-always-be-either-on-the-dot-or-a-few-minutes-late-for-school. Annoying to the ultimatum, I swear. It's like mad rush every single day and that actually made me quite awake for the entire day with all that running and rushing. Oh wells. :|
December is almost over in a few minutes time (true to time of type) and it has actually treated me better than what I've expected despite several occasions where I went broke and sad. ): Christmas was quiet cus it will never be the same ever again, but I actually quite enjoy the quietness that it actually is.
2011 is coming really soon, but I really don't see the whole deal of counting down to another 365 days since a new year is going to come in any way, may it be you counting down for it or not.
I know I am welcoming 2011 with open arms this time round since 2010 has the negativity outweighing the positive and awesome moments that I have had. And 2011 can only get better right?
Or so I hope.
One more thing: Thank you 2010, for the good and the bad times, even though the scale is not balanced (with the lousy moments reigning most of the time). Thank you for the lessons that I've learnt, for the times that was allowed for me to know more about myself and to grow from my mistakes. With all my heart, I thank you. (:
So here goes;
May 2011 be better than 2010, better than well, for everyone.
With 10 minutes of 2010 left (true to time of type),
Till next year, people! (:
January saw me through with a whole heck bunch of nerves with the O'levels results. I am really thankful for everyone up there and everyone out there who've helped me through my O's days.
&I've landed myself on somewhere that I've wanted myself to be in, with that results of mine. What more can I ask for? (:
January also saw me through a bad romance (yes, that very time when the song broke out viral, every-single-where.) and also showed me, in my face, who are the people that I should really appreciate and keep close. For without them, my sanity would really have been the very first thing that I would sacrifice. They are the ones who serves as my safety nets when I needed help from my fall, with nothing attached, even though I was the one who burnt down the bridges that I had with them for the one that I thought I would rely on for a long long time.
Mad love for these people!
February and March came by and got me really busy, but happy. Busy with meeting up of people that I love and can be really comfortable with their company and without any pretense as well. Busy with myself trying my damnest to pick myself back up again since I was blown into a gazillion pieces. Busy with the paperworks that was required for me for my secured spot in the tertiary doom that I was heading to - which were mad annoying in any way. Busy with the rehearsals and Dreams In Turquoise - I have to say that this has to been the best thing that could've happened to me, for the earlier part of 2010 since it didn't start off well, for me. Having to share a stage with the people I adore, albeit with the person that threw me the bomb, was really awesome (and awesome really being an understatement because the company was (Y) ).
April got me into somewhere that's completely new - the making of new friends, the adaptation to the new environment that I have to do and everything else that I've not done in 5 years. School started proper before I could really get down and tell myself that orientation is over, and Semester 1.1 really got me there. And yes, it took me one entire semester to get used to poly life and how things work in poly. Laugh at me for all you want. ):
May and June are the months that I just can't remember of the things that I've done other than school work and the constant complaining of how I would want to burn down the school and everything else along that line. And oh right. Who could ever forget Term tests? And the drama that I kind of enjoyed watching it unfolding bit by bit, every day, in school and on Facebook. (hehehe! :3)
Actually I can't seem to remember what happened all the way till October - where the main papers started and everyone was so stressed over it, and the break that comes along soon after. My 18th birthday was slightly better than the previous ones ever since I want quiet birthdays ever since three years back. I always forget about my birthday, for real (and people would remind me with Happy Birthday texts after midnight.) and this year, I have people that I didn't expect to remember and texted to wish me, and in any possible way. (:
Comes November, a new semester, new modules, and the same ol' drill of school. Nothing too exciting for any weak-hearted to handle actually. Other than the fact that it seems to be a semester of Cheryl-will-always-be-either-on-the-dot-or-a-few-minutes-late-for-school. Annoying to the ultimatum, I swear. It's like mad rush every single day and that actually made me quite awake for the entire day with all that running and rushing. Oh wells. :|
December is almost over in a few minutes time (true to time of type) and it has actually treated me better than what I've expected despite several occasions where I went broke and sad. ): Christmas was quiet cus it will never be the same ever again, but I actually quite enjoy the quietness that it actually is.
2011 is coming really soon, but I really don't see the whole deal of counting down to another 365 days since a new year is going to come in any way, may it be you counting down for it or not.
I know I am welcoming 2011 with open arms this time round since 2010 has the negativity outweighing the positive and awesome moments that I have had. And 2011 can only get better right?
Or so I hope.
One more thing: Thank you 2010, for the good and the bad times, even though the scale is not balanced (with the lousy moments reigning most of the time). Thank you for the lessons that I've learnt, for the times that was allowed for me to know more about myself and to grow from my mistakes. With all my heart, I thank you. (:
So here goes;
May 2011 be better than 2010, better than well, for everyone.
With 10 minutes of 2010 left (true to time of type),
Till next year, people! (: