It really doesn't matter who you are.
Jul. 28th, 2010 10:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
coolerthanthouWhat really hurts is knowing that you still have so much left unsaid, so many thing left undone to do with this one person, and everything else that is possible that you can ever think of to be shared between two people.
And knowing the fact that you cannot make things better, not even the slightest bit at all, and you can only feel the guilt and regret all by yourself.
Because no one can ever be you, and not being able to feel exactly how you are feeling even though they might have gone through the same thing as you, but no. It just is not the same.
You just can't stop things from happening and it just came smacking in your face and leave you in a mess, not knowing what to do to deal with it. You were crushed and broken, and you are the only one who can pick yourself up and glue the pieces back together because only you know how. Sucks to the core, but there's nothing else that you can do.
There is no guides, no rules to how you glue things back together.
And if you do, you can always see the crack there, just like how you'll feel the scar in your heart that's gonna be there for forever.
Simply just because that very one person is gone. Gone forever.
No. I guess I haven't really moved on despite all that work that I've put in, and the pain isn't going away with Time either. )':
(Sigh). Back to studying for quiz tomo.
Tillagain.
And knowing the fact that you cannot make things better, not even the slightest bit at all, and you can only feel the guilt and regret all by yourself.
Because no one can ever be you, and not being able to feel exactly how you are feeling even though they might have gone through the same thing as you, but no. It just is not the same.
You just can't stop things from happening and it just came smacking in your face and leave you in a mess, not knowing what to do to deal with it. You were crushed and broken, and you are the only one who can pick yourself up and glue the pieces back together because only you know how. Sucks to the core, but there's nothing else that you can do.
There is no guides, no rules to how you glue things back together.
And if you do, you can always see the crack there, just like how you'll feel the scar in your heart that's gonna be there for forever.
Simply just because that very one person is gone. Gone forever.
No. I guess I haven't really moved on despite all that work that I've put in, and the pain isn't going away with Time either. )':
(Sigh). Back to studying for quiz tomo.
Tillagain.
