Does it even really matter now?!!

[coolerthanthou]

One day, just one day, I might just explode and disappear from this world and nobody would notice.

Or maybe. Just maybe, I'll be able to leave it all behind and well, get myself to a better place and leave all this shit behind me.

The latter sounds difficult and painful.
Merde.

I need an outcome. Pronto.
I need a real closure, not a make-believe one.

Right now, I need good grades and sleepz.
Tillagain.