I hope the damage can be mended.

[coolerthanthou]

Remember that I was saying that I wished it's the June Holidays now, a few entries back?

Yeyeah, I take that back now and I need to rephrase it to:
I want it to be the last two weeks of my June holidays, now.

Like SERIOUSLY.

I am already very disturbed by the fact that we have to go back to school for lessons for another two more weeks cus it's eating into our June's hols.
And after seeing the June hols timetable.. I was this close (pressing thumb and index finger together as tightly as possible) to tears, I'm telling you.

Don't come and tell me the bull and the shit about me, not being alone in this whole thing, cus it's not helping.

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Ever had the feeling of being digusted at the sight of someone because their attitude sucks so bad that it makes you wanna puke?
Well, I do.

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I was just thinking about the things that are ongoing. I got reminded of the fight that I put up a few months back.
Thinking of it now, I'm not sure whether if it was worth it or not.

I mean, there are times that I'm really exhausted and wants to pull out and it's the fight that I have put up that's holding me back.
I don't want to have regrets and let my efforts go to waste at this point of time.

It's at a point of no return, and I just have to keep going on. Really.
"It's a vicious cycle."
 

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mmkay.
Sleep. Need sleep.
Till (life gets more interesting) again.