I need to get a trim for my fringe, like ASAP, seriously.

[coolerthanthou]

There are many times that when I'm reading other people's blog (whether I know them personally, or not), I tend to get jealous (esp if they belong to the group of people that everyone would call the '____ people') about them, their lives and everything else.

Because they have what I don't have, and that I would be one of those people if I weren't so ______, back then.

I know I shouldn't be jealous or envy other people because of the things that they have and the lives that they lead cus afterall, we're all unique and blahblahblah.
(I'm sure you've heard of those nonsense that people always say about one being unique and original cus everyone is one of a kind and blah - ha, reminds me of some people NOT being ORIGINAL &taking cues from what other people say and posing those ideas off as theirs.)

I can't help myself but to feel that way, cus it's very tempting and I always give in.
(sigh) :(

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I was just re-reading my journal yesterday night/ this (very very early) morning. All the way back from the very first entry.
I'm so glad that I've came this far and changed my way of writing and all. I mean, I cannot understand (most of my entries on) why I wrote that way, back then, now and is quite disturbed with some ways (?) that I used in my earlier entries,

Like for e.g. Using alphabets to represent people's names because I was afraid of offending people. And afraid that the people who reads, understands and tell the person that I'm talking about in my entries and blah.

I'm so glad that I've gotten past that already.

There're many more things that got me quite disturbed and I'ld definitely would not recommend you to read my earlier entries.
Like seriously.
 

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I should be sleeping now (even though there's no school tmrw - marking day) cus I have big plans for tomorrow.

Okay, I lied.
Not big plans but just plans for the day.

Till (I have something in mind) again/ Till (my life gets more interesting) again.