Give me a minute and i'm gone.
Apr. 15th, 2009 08:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
coolerthanthouLike this teacher of mine always say: Nothing surprises me anymore.
I am tired. Tired of everything that doesn't fall into its right places at the right time.
Everyday is physically-draining, but my body seems to be able to take it well and making things that I always dreaded to do to what seems like my habits - Like dragging my lethargic self home under the craaazy weather every afternoons, feeling as sucky as possible and all that along that line.
Eh, what's new?
Goodbye, before my head explodes, and oh.
Did I mention that I have a trial practical tomorrow?
!@$%$#@$@%#^@!!!
Now I'm wondering if putting this up as a public post would be a good idea.
Tillagain.
I am tired. Tired of everything that doesn't fall into its right places at the right time.
Everyday is physically-draining, but my body seems to be able to take it well and making things that I always dreaded to do to what seems like my habits - Like dragging my lethargic self home under the craaazy weather every afternoons, feeling as sucky as possible and all that along that line.
Eh, what's new?
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I have been trying my best to keep up with things, but it just doesn't show. No one can see/tell the efforts that I've made, because it's not even showing/reflecting on my work.
It's depressing, I tell you.
Just think: You have put in your best efforts, all that you can ever put in, then the end-product just judged you with a medicre results. No. Not stunning, nor outstanding.
It just sucks that much.
When you know that you've previously done well in one aspect, and now, there you are, working in the same aspect, but experiencing what doesn't seem to be when you first worked on. How would you feel?
With the knowing that you've done so well, previously, that you are so proud of it and everything else, how would you feel now, when all that you can ever conjure in that aspect, is nothing but just mediocre or of the "just-passed" standards?
It's depressing, I tell you.
Just think: You have put in your best efforts, all that you can ever put in, then the end-product just judged you with a medicre results. No. Not stunning, nor outstanding.
It just sucks that much.
When you know that you've previously done well in one aspect, and now, there you are, working in the same aspect, but experiencing what doesn't seem to be when you first worked on. How would you feel?
With the knowing that you've done so well, previously, that you are so proud of it and everything else, how would you feel now, when all that you can ever conjure in that aspect, is nothing but just mediocre or of the "just-passed" standards?
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There are times that I don't know how I should feel anymore; I feel like a robot.
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Goodbye, before my head explodes, and oh.
Did I mention that I have a trial practical tomorrow?
!@$%$#@$@%#^@!!!
Now I'm wondering if putting this up as a public post would be a good idea.
Tillagain.
