coolerthanthou | Show me that things can be nice. (Reply)

Sometimes when I'm waiting for this page to load, I have a lot in my mind that I want to type it down and post it up.
But when the page' finally loaded, everything just went off with a pop.

yeyeah, that hydrogen gas-test pop. -.-

It's so annoying, omg.

I hope you're happy now - seeing your lil' drama causing so much trouble. What I'm trying to do here, is to stay out of it and watch, and gets so sick that I really want to throw up in your face.
I don't understand; Why are you so jealous?!

All that I ask for is that I can be out with the people that I feel really comfortable with and that they never judges nor assumes (yes, such humans is not extinct yet) and knowing that they'll stand by my side in whatever I do and we'll do things that's really crazy and I'll get to laugh so hard that I feel as if I've done ten thousands of sit ups, again.

I really want to feel happy, and laugh genuinely again.
I'm tired of going through the same thing, day after day, cus' I've never found myself being genuinely happy, in school.
Everythings' just draining me, away.

Wished that whenever I try to accept the facts, I don't need to flood and drown myself down and out.
Cus I really don't know how to swim, to save myself.

Tillagain.