You had me at hello.

[coolerthanthou]

Had a conversation with Jieyi last night.
It was really funny and amusing that how people believe in things that seems so, impossible.

My throat is still hurting like !#@%$!!!, and so is my heart, when I saw you coming online, and not initiating a talk.
I will not ask you, about what happened today, nor will I ask about how your results will be.
I. do. not. want. to. know. anything. about. you. really.

I just clicked on that particular song, that we played.
I got reminded of all that practices that were once so long, so ardous and how tired we were, at that point of time, when the song just played.
I clearly remembered where were my parts, the ones that I did well, and the ones, which I did not.
I clearly remembered where were the parts where i took my breaths, to continue the song.
I clearly remembered each and everyone who was there, with me.
I clearly remembered the pain, when we were told, the fucking result truth.

Would they be experiencing what we've gone through?
Or will it be so much easier for them?

I don't know, really.
I cannot do anything for them, but to wish, hope and pray that, everything would go well.
I really do not want them to regret.

Bah,I don't like today's entry.
Tillagain.