![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
coolerthanthouI have not felt this drained out for a long while now.
Both physically and mentally this time round.
I've never been so glad for it to be Monday; for the week to be over as Sunday comes to a close.
Though I am always amazed at how different things picked up and came together, slotting themselves up as if my schedule was made known to them. And also how my body manages to hold up and not failing at me even though technically it did, prior to this week's madness can even start to rage on.
I'm feeling all kind of tension aches, from the hectic week and also from another source that will never be seen to be significant enough to the other end for I get asked one too many times why I take it so seriously.
It will never be good enough.
I will never be good enough.
But at least I know I have been honest and true.
Tillagain.
Both physically and mentally this time round.
I've never been so glad for it to be Monday; for the week to be over as Sunday comes to a close.
Though I am always amazed at how different things picked up and came together, slotting themselves up as if my schedule was made known to them. And also how my body manages to hold up and not failing at me even though technically it did, prior to this week's madness can even start to rage on.
I'm feeling all kind of tension aches, from the hectic week and also from another source that will never be seen to be significant enough to the other end for I get asked one too many times why I take it so seriously.
It will never be good enough.
I will never be good enough.
But at least I know I have been honest and true.
Tillagain.
