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Jun. 28th, 2019 12:59 amIt's 1:01 right now and it has been a while.
A while since I've last gotten myself up on here for some updates.
A while since I can stay up till now (& even later) without having to care for some shut eye so that I won't be regretting the next day at work.
A while since I can go to bed (after this) and will not be dreading of what's in-store for me.
It's kind of strange for me now that it's all over - I was expecting to feel the feeling of having a huge burden being lifted off my back, feel a tinge of sadness when I bade my farewells (OK, I got this cus I do have quite a handful of wonderful people that I work with. It's just a pity that we are not in the same department. Sigh~) and be like ridiculously happy.
But instead of all that, I'm feeling all sorts of calm and just very glad at how things have eventually played out all the way towards the very end.
And it's all good that it's not too over the top since I've had more than my fair share during my stay there.
I mean, I've had shits thrown my way so often that I've managed to stay calm (with many thanks to my overwhelming workload that seems invisible to that asshole that I have to report to _|_ ), be immune to all that personal attacks that are so well blended with a truckload of sarcasm in what seems like every other 10 minutes throughout the working hours (think along the lines of: irresponsible of your work, incompetent even though you have been working on a particular item multiple times and following orders all along, and lazy just to name a few and you can't be offended cus no names were mentioned *rolls eyes*.), and can continue to send out a copious number of emails and churn out documents throughout the day because well, it seems like I'm the only one working in the department of two with the constant facebook pings I'm hearing all. the. damn. time.
To a point that I have had colleagues coming up to me and ranting at how angry they were, for me.
At how she is blatantly practicing and flaunting her workplace bullying and well, bullying in every possible ways to me.
(The worst that ever happened was when my HR came to me with tears in her eyes and nose red because she felt that I didn't deserve what I have to go through when on the other hand, I'm like so used to things like this that I just returned to my seat to finish up my email cus I was rudely interrupted by that asshole's yet another random bout of being crazy and finding fault at something that I have followed her previous instructions to the T. To think of it now, crazy is a serious understatement. Ugh.)
Despite that asshole, it has been a good run.
I've experienced so much in this place and have been helped by so many nice souls around in every other departments, clients & even tenants who are all-in and didn't mind stepping out of their work scope to help you and ensure that things are running smoothly and successfully. Really thankful for all these people and I'm so glad that I've said my goodbyes' properly to them. :')
So I'm unemployed once again (with a string of Congrats being said and sent to me for regaining my freedom. Hurhurhurhur.)
Donate to a good cause (: me) guys! ;)
I would need to get off this space before my sleepy mind decides to take over and blabber on with nonsense considering the amount of backspace I have to tap as it is extremely clear to me that there is some struggle here to attain coherency. Not forgetting the amount of typos and extra characters that I have to correct. Ugh.
A while since I've last gotten myself up on here for some updates.
A while since I can stay up till now (& even later) without having to care for some shut eye so that I won't be regretting the next day at work.
A while since I can go to bed (after this) and will not be dreading of what's in-store for me.
It's kind of strange for me now that it's all over - I was expecting to feel the feeling of having a huge burden being lifted off my back, feel a tinge of sadness when I bade my farewells (OK, I got this cus I do have quite a handful of wonderful people that I work with. It's just a pity that we are not in the same department. Sigh~) and be like ridiculously happy.
But instead of all that, I'm feeling all sorts of calm and just very glad at how things have eventually played out all the way towards the very end.
And it's all good that it's not too over the top since I've had more than my fair share during my stay there.
I mean, I've had shits thrown my way so often that I've managed to stay calm (with many thanks to my overwhelming workload that seems invisible to that asshole that I have to report to _|_ ), be immune to all that personal attacks that are so well blended with a truckload of sarcasm in what seems like every other 10 minutes throughout the working hours (think along the lines of: irresponsible of your work, incompetent even though you have been working on a particular item multiple times and following orders all along, and lazy just to name a few and you can't be offended cus no names were mentioned *rolls eyes*.), and can continue to send out a copious number of emails and churn out documents throughout the day because well, it seems like I'm the only one working in the department of two with the constant facebook pings I'm hearing all. the. damn. time.
To a point that I have had colleagues coming up to me and ranting at how angry they were, for me.
At how she is blatantly practicing and flaunting her workplace bullying and well, bullying in every possible ways to me.
(The worst that ever happened was when my HR came to me with tears in her eyes and nose red because she felt that I didn't deserve what I have to go through when on the other hand, I'm like so used to things like this that I just returned to my seat to finish up my email cus I was rudely interrupted by that asshole's yet another random bout of being crazy and finding fault at something that I have followed her previous instructions to the T. To think of it now, crazy is a serious understatement. Ugh.)
Despite that asshole, it has been a good run.
I've experienced so much in this place and have been helped by so many nice souls around in every other departments, clients & even tenants who are all-in and didn't mind stepping out of their work scope to help you and ensure that things are running smoothly and successfully. Really thankful for all these people and I'm so glad that I've said my goodbyes' properly to them. :')
So I'm unemployed once again (with a string of Congrats being said and sent to me for regaining my freedom. Hurhurhurhur.)
Donate to a good cause (: me) guys! ;)
I would need to get off this space before my sleepy mind decides to take over and blabber on with nonsense considering the amount of backspace I have to tap as it is extremely clear to me that there is some struggle here to attain coherency. Not forgetting the amount of typos and extra characters that I have to correct. Ugh.
It is 2:02 now true to time of type (I got distracted, well, a lot of times throughout this post. Heh!) and I am heading for bed now.
Here's to bedtime with no alarm clocks! (YAAAAASSSSSS!!)
Tillagain.
