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"Real life have caught onto me."
Is what I can say at this moment and even though it's a pretty legit reason (IMHO) for everything else that I'm MIA on, I still have this stinking feeling inside that there are still a lot of things that are not done/started/finished.
And the worst part is that I can't seem to put a finger to how I can go about to finish them up ASAP cus there's (almost) like a different timeline to everything.
GAH.
I'm not even sure if what I've just typed made any sense or not. That's how messy and hazy everything has been for me.
Which I really find it really strange? I mean, the big ticket stuffs are out of the way and the smaller stuffs are like so.. How do I put it? So many 'steps' to follow up on - I can't seem to find a word for this right now. Ugh.
I should really start to put things on paper like I always do to see a clearer picture and to calm myself down. >.<
Apart from wedding planning and all the stuffs that comes along with it, I am pretty much a boring sap cus of work and drawing blanks of what else I have been doing that is actually exciting cus work is so tiring all the damn time. -.-
Still doing up my posts while at work while my boss is not in (I shall not even start on how much of a horrible person she is because if I do, I might as well type out a 3000 - 5000 word essay for you guys and probably need a part 2, 3, etc. ZZZ) and someone is boiling soup (??? smells like it to me) at the pantry???
* Update: It's my colleague steaming up the otah to go with our lunch in a bit!!! YAY!!! \ ^ ^ /
Oh my gah so hungry!! Lunch time now!! (:
Please do me a favour and stop pointing out how chubby my face is when anyone of you meets me in real life okay? Thanks!! :)
Till again.
Is what I can say at this moment and even though it's a pretty legit reason (IMHO) for everything else that I'm MIA on, I still have this stinking feeling inside that there are still a lot of things that are not done/started/finished.
And the worst part is that I can't seem to put a finger to how I can go about to finish them up ASAP cus there's (almost) like a different timeline to everything.
GAH.
I'm not even sure if what I've just typed made any sense or not. That's how messy and hazy everything has been for me.
Which I really find it really strange? I mean, the big ticket stuffs are out of the way and the smaller stuffs are like so.. How do I put it? So many 'steps' to follow up on - I can't seem to find a word for this right now. Ugh.
I should really start to put things on paper like I always do to see a clearer picture and to calm myself down. >.<
Apart from wedding planning and all the stuffs that comes along with it, I am pretty much a boring sap cus of work and drawing blanks of what else I have been doing that is actually exciting cus work is so tiring all the damn time. -.-
Still doing up my posts while at work while my boss is not in (I shall not even start on how much of a horrible person she is because if I do, I might as well type out a 3000 - 5000 word essay for you guys and probably need a part 2, 3, etc. ZZZ) and someone is boiling soup (??? smells like it to me) at the pantry???
* Update: It's my colleague steaming up the otah to go with our lunch in a bit!!! YAY!!! \ ^ ^ /
Oh my gah so hungry!! Lunch time now!! (:
Please do me a favour and stop pointing out how chubby my face is when anyone of you meets me in real life okay? Thanks!! :)
Till again.
