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Nowadays I have to think long and hard as to what I would be posting here.
Not because I have to consider the people who reads this space, may it be out of genuine concern, for entertainment, for the sake of seeing/checking on my life and see if I'm in misery or whatever that can be concluded from my posts.
Not that.
But what I actually have and can share with everybody for each time I click on this space, my mind turns blank. Just like the way my mind performs when I actually have the decency and discipline to sit down and work on my endless reports.
I may have what seems countless things that runs through my mind every single day and some are so distinctive that I've made a mental note to talk and share about it here but they just goes away with the wind whenever I'm on this page.
Guess this is what they call Writer's block? ):
I have a submission, 3 tests and 1 main paper on the queue for me till 1 March and the way they are lined up are no joke and not the slightest bit cool. Especially how my research journal gave way on me, in front of my lecturer during consultation. I swear I wanted to dig a hole in the ground and get myself down to the first floor with the speed of light so badly that all I could ever conjure at the moment was: oh my god.
=.=
Emotions are running on high and everything seems so chaotic for me now. They say that this is one last week in school, but I don't feel that this semester is ending. It feels like there's more to it and the amount of dread I have for this semester, is still here, with much burning vengeance.
Much like the annoyance and anger that's building in me when it comes to certain irresponsible people that appears in my life, going all out to break the balance in everyone's lives.
And with a slightly happier note to end this off, I hope Valentines' Day this year was enjoyable for everyone who reads this. I really and have always appreciate the people who surrounds me and it's definitely them that makes things better and more tolerable for each and every passing day.
Not being sour or jealous or anything else, I still think that it's very commercialized no matter how romantic the original idea of this entire deal is about. #JustSaying
Off to something that will definitely cheer me up, and on. (AnS) (:
Tillagain.
Not because I have to consider the people who reads this space, may it be out of genuine concern, for entertainment, for the sake of seeing/checking on my life and see if I'm in misery or whatever that can be concluded from my posts.
Not that.
But what I actually have and can share with everybody for each time I click on this space, my mind turns blank. Just like the way my mind performs when I actually have the decency and discipline to sit down and work on my endless reports.
I may have what seems countless things that runs through my mind every single day and some are so distinctive that I've made a mental note to talk and share about it here but they just goes away with the wind whenever I'm on this page.
Guess this is what they call Writer's block? ):
I have a submission, 3 tests and 1 main paper on the queue for me till 1 March and the way they are lined up are no joke and not the slightest bit cool. Especially how my research journal gave way on me, in front of my lecturer during consultation. I swear I wanted to dig a hole in the ground and get myself down to the first floor with the speed of light so badly that all I could ever conjure at the moment was: oh my god.
=.=
Emotions are running on high and everything seems so chaotic for me now. They say that this is one last week in school, but I don't feel that this semester is ending. It feels like there's more to it and the amount of dread I have for this semester, is still here, with much burning vengeance.
Much like the annoyance and anger that's building in me when it comes to certain irresponsible people that appears in my life, going all out to break the balance in everyone's lives.
And with a slightly happier note to end this off, I hope Valentines' Day this year was enjoyable for everyone who reads this. I really and have always appreciate the people who surrounds me and it's definitely them that makes things better and more tolerable for each and every passing day.
Not being sour or jealous or anything else, I still think that it's very commercialized no matter how romantic the original idea of this entire deal is about. #JustSaying
Off to something that will definitely cheer me up, and on. (AnS) (:
Tillagain.
