Come what may. X-POSTED.

School is starting tomorrow and I seem to have this kind of entries coming up a day before each semester kicks in.

I have this uneasy feeling about this semester, though.
The timetable I have this time round is seriously scaring me off - with the ridiculous amount of lab sessions I have, the timings and everything else. I seriously have no idea how I am going to be able to juggle everything off especially when it's only going to be the first week tomorrow, tutorials and labs are in store for me, already.

Plus, it is not the confirmed one. Not yet, and I hope not - My CDS is not in, and I need to have at least one to clear this semester.

Not to also mention about the timings and people. Don't tell me about your semester and timetable unless you start at 8AM in the morning and ends at 6PM with only one break throughout the day. I have all my classmates scattered everywhere and it seems like I have no friends in my classes to come, not anymore. )':

This time round, oddly though, I didn't feel that I've wasted the holidays away.
Went to take up the same part time job and got some cash (which is always good)  and got myself really happy with the people that I go out with. Had an unexpected incident for the day I turn 19 and also got to get myself fangirling (With Arashi), going late into the nights/mornings just for it and not regretting the screwing up of my body clock. (':

All good things, like they always say, comes to an end.
But this time round, the ending serves as an opening to a what-seems to be really horrible few months ahead.

I am just going to see how I am keep my head above the water, and hopefully being able to float well since I can't swim to save my sorry self in this situation that I'm currently in right now.

I really need all the luck in the world.

Please let things go well. Please be nice to me.

X, Tillagain.