"Why you don't wanna get it back like it used to be?'

There are some things that I do, and they would just bring back so much memories that I once had and shared.
And it's not bad memories, and that's why it's stinging so badly now.

It's always the good memories that hurts, for you know that you can never have that particular feeling/moment that you've had, again. Even if you were to be able to recreate everything again..

Would the feeling be hundred percent exact, like how it used to be?

It's just getting more and more unbearable for me each passing day. When people asks me about it, and when people talks about it.

The hardest part? Having to reply to them without getting all teary-eyed and with a straight face.

Aren't you glad that you're not the female party in this whole situation?

Time to get back to the studying for my listening + writing test tomo.
Tillagain.