Cry it all out, suck it all up, and just move on.

A classmate of mine went through rejection (today? Not very sure.) and I was like thinking: Rejection. That's sounds and feels familiar.

Throughout lab session today (of which Rina's class crashed mine during briefing cus their labs can't get the audio systems to work. HAHAHA! :P) and I was like thinking why this seems so familiar to me even though I had a lot to do during lab today.

It was only after dinner time, then I realized why it's like so familiar and all.

I've been through it so many times, that I got to this point where I stopped asking cus I'll always regret sending the text/asking the question and predicting the answer/reply word for word.
And I eventually turned into a block of wood - Not feeling anything when I got rejected, whether in the face or not.

Trust me when I say that I was crushed the first few times I actually initiated and took the time+efforts+plunge(?) to make the first move.

Then the game ended, and I wasn't the one who called the shots - maybe that's also why I got so miffed for I always get what I want, but not this time.

It's like one of the many feelings that I thought I've forgotten or never thought that it even existed in my life, came back to pay a visit.

If that classmate of mine were to ever read this, all that I wanna say is that, you're still pretty intact for you've never been really hurt by anyone that you once held so dear and believed that your heart would be safe with him. You're not alone when it comes to this, and I know how disgusting it feels to be treated this way and there's really nothing you can do about it.
But to just suck it up and move on.

(Sigh), Guess this is just life. (REALLY BIG SIGH)
Tillagain.