I wished I could erase everything clean.

You know that you actually can notice a lot more things when you take a seat back and just keeping your comments and thoughts to yourself. I sure have noticed quite a bit because I've decided not to hang a bad reputation onto my name.

There's this one thing that I just don't understand why this is even acceptable to some people.

Academic-wise, we would all want to achieve better than well grades for ourselves, no?
But there's some people who are really satisfied being mediocre, and even the line just below mediocre. If you get what I mean.

I don't see how one can take comfort in being mediocre, and that it actually make one feel better when one got to know that he/she have company because the other also didn't put in the effort to do better than mediocre.

I find it incredibly ridiculous, and I think it's just me, that's feeling and thinking this way.

It gets me wondering if this is whole thing is the norm out there, or is it just me who thinks that this is very warped?
Like the way people always ask this nowadays: Is it just me, or is it the horrible weather?

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I have also been doing a bit of decluttering and clearing up of the things that have been rammed inside my mind these days, and I figured that we can still be friends on talking-terms, but there's one thing that I can never live it down nor can I ever forget whenever it comes to this.

And that being the fact of how much hurt he've inflicted on me, when I've always thought that he wouldn't be doing what the others would do to me.

I was very very wrong, and that being an understatement.

Yes, I know that this is a public post, and if you're reading (still) and knows what the heck I am talking about, you can go ahead and let him know.
For I don't think I would ever put this on verbal terms to anyone, actually.

Sucks to be me, in many aspects of my life.
Tillagain.

"Just sub in the numbers!" "Where did that negative come from?!" "OHHH!"

And oh! (Cues in the song. HAHAHA!)

I had a MStats1 lecture, technically yesterday, and that was the one lecture that I finally got to understand what the heck is going on, is able to do the sums in the example columns, and not feeling dumb and beyond cure throughout the lecture.

Hooray for Cheryl! :D

OKAY. BEDTIMEZ.
Tillagain.